haihz...holiday ends le!!! sian... today went to attend a lecture... taught us how 2 start our Management's essay... but still... i duno how 2 start... after lecture, i went to library wanna start brainstorming for the essay... but somehow, i canot concentrate at all lo.. after day dreaming for around half an hour...then decided to surf the internet to relax a while... the 'a while' is about 2.5hrs lo... chatted with YM, watched Youtube for Hwanhee's clips n etc... around 5.30pm, i once again settled down...looked at the title for a thousand times to search for the clues!!! read textbook again n again... FInally... canot tahan anymore!!! my brain still cannot work how 2 write this essay... gave up... wanna find people to chat n called everyone but NO ONE picks up!!! huhz... then joyce called me back n i decided to go n find her since i'd never meet up with her for a long time!!! had to update some news of her... we chat n chat n chat n chat with her bro... Allen is really very talkative lo... huhz... n he blasted his music n sings as if he is having concert!!! oh ya...he also introduced me a job in party world... so tml, me, joyce, cynthia n Jack will be goin to interview... we had so much to chat but time flies so fast lo... wanted to stay over but corn said she got something urgent wanna tell me personally!

then on my way back... i saw Helen Moon(my high school korean very funny,hilarious friend)!!! she was very down juz now... she told me her unhappy stuff... saw her eyes wet wet de... she walked me all the way to the train station... realised that she had changed a lot lo... when she was in high school, she was so bubbly...never see her sad face before lo even though she is unhappy... but now... i can hardly see her smile anymore! hiahz... hope she can recover soon!!! hope i can do something for her... but her problem got a bit tough for me lo... but Helen, if u need me, i can be a good listener n i will lend u my shoulder n i will be there for you!!! ewwww.... very disgusting!! but i meant it!!!

gotta go back to my pathetic assignment now... but i wanna sleep lehz... haha!!! i really helpless.... FAILURE....

What If I Have Failed?

When it looks like I have

Failure doesn't mean I'm a failure.

It does mean I haven't yet succeeded.

Failure doesn't mean I have accomplished nothing.

It does mean I have learned something.

Failure doesn't mean I have been a fool.

It does mean I had enough faith to experiment.

Failure doesn't mean I have been disgraced.

It does mean I dared to try.

Failure doesn't mean I don't have it.

It does mean I have to do something a different way.

Failure doesn't mean I am inferior.

It does mean I am not perfect.

Failure doesn't mean I should give up.

It does mean I should try harder.

Here's My Easter Holiday...

Easter Chicks from Florence n Yan Wei... Thanks so much.... sorry ar...we didnt give u guys anything... haha... coz i din noe we had 2 give prezzies during easter....next year after your BB comes out le...then i will compensate to ur BB...

Went to Chadstone on Sun with Ivy, Pei n Lynn n Rachel(new fren)... but all the shops were closed... so they decided to watch a movie... Step up 2 the streets... i watched b4 but still went to watch again... haha...crazy me!!! still feel like watching the 3rd times...

went home after that... Ivy decided that we should go Sofia for dinner so off we go... it was still early after we finished dinner so i suggested that we should go to city and have a walk before goin back home since we are on holiday now... then we realized there's 'GIANT' ferris wheel at Fed Square and bungee trampoline jump... Me n Ivy decided to play without hesitation but our Pei said she got 'height-phobia'! we bought her ticket and heck care her n forced her in the wheel but not bungee jump... she very busily helped us take photos... the ferris wheel very lousy la... moved very fast and the design of the wheel made us cannot see the views clearly... haihz... lau ya!!!

'height-phobia' Pei and me...

St. Cath's Yr 2008 Besties...

disappointing look...

wad r u looking at?
'sleepy eyes'... coz din sleep well the night before!!!
this is the best shot of the melbourne night city view...

'ah-yi jie jie' with 'ivy mei mei'




'ah-yi jie jie' again n Pei!!!
thought got night view...but only got steels...

bungee trampoline jump... we r the 1st adults to play... haha...

She got back-ache, hand-ache, shoulder-ache n 'everywhere-ache' the next day...

there goes my weekend... n now... havta start assignments...sian...~~~

oh ya... this is mum's birthday prezzie from me n brother... she received it today... very very expensive gift... haihz...the balloon showed in the webbie is so much different from the real one... this balloon really made of RUBY...so ex...as long as mum likes it lar... after mum's birthday... Mother's day again... huhz... kill me!!!

*specially for Mayz

i watched an episode of 女杰 and the guests were DBSG!!! this is the 1st time i see who is the ppl in the team... who is the ppl who drive our Mayz crazy till a certain level...!!!

my 'so-called sister' is so into YUNHO now n she's driving me crazy...

as for me lehz... i prefer Shim Chang Min [심창민]...he looks like He Jun Xiang a lot wor... n he is same age as me... very big difference, right? haihz... sad sad sad....

we like Miki too coz whenever he comes out...they will play the 'Hey, Mickey!' song... haha... make us very high...

the conclusion is... i still not interested in DBSG... haha... sorry ar... i'm still Hwanhee's!!! wahahahahahaha.....

i really love Step up!!!! super duper love... i can repeat watching it a lot a lot of times!!! haha... all thanks to Angeline Hui coz she's the one who asked to watch it!!! Chan Kar Lok...go watch it.... really very nice... there's CB in it... u will like it!!! n the guy is very handsome...u should learn from how 2 be so cool... then u can go city n 'pao niu'...

i like the story plot, the actor n actress n the dance!!!

he's the male lead (Tyler Gage in movie)!!! very very cool n muscular n 'man' ar!!!
there's one part very funny when Tyler had to learn ballet with the small girls...
their real name is Channing Tatum n Jenna Dewan...
he got the 'bad boy' look lor... like Edison...


ok...bout my weekend plan... will go to meet my dearest little 妹妹s们later n will be staying over at their place... we will gonna chat the whole night n watch情书together n discuss bout it... haha... so excited... thou i'm older than them 3 years but we cling well n don hav communication problem at all... but i do hav problems with ppl older than me... look... i can mix with mayz n gangs so well... haha...

then tml... they said homestay mother wanna bring them to chadstone... so i will follow too... n go back my home after that... there goes my weekend!!! then I had to start studying and do my assignment on weekdays... sad sad sadsadsad.... i wanna go gold coast!!!!! mummy... bring me n brother to Gold Coast...we never been there b4 thou we had been in aussie for 2 years++!!! so malu lo...

Yay!!! it's EASTER holiday and MID-SEM break!!! finally ar... Aussie really got very little public holidays lo...not like msia n spore... Sultan bdae la... sultan past away la... deepavali...puasa... vesak n many many more... but is aussie... the public hols can be counted by one hand lo...

thou there's hols but it doesnt mean anything at all...coz we got so many works to catch up n hand up!!!sad sad sad...

We went 2 watch Step up 2 the streets yesterday night... the ticket was so so so expensive...$15.50... *heart bleeding*...if convert to RINGGIT... can watch how many movies in m'sia edi!!! but the movie is really very good!!!! go n watch it everyone!!! but i still prefer step up 1!!! haha... coz TYLER is very cool....

hhmmpphhh... oh my god....yesterday there were 2 USA guys came 2 talked 2 me about JESUS n wanted to persuade me to believe in Jesus... at 1st, I was listening to ipod while waiting for train at Reservoir station then they followed me into the train n sat beside me... they kept talk n talk although i tell them i'm a buddhist n i believe in buddhism... i juz smile n smile while they talk n talk... people around me keep looking at us lo... huhz... at last they gave up talking 2 me n gave me a name card... oh ya... they even asked if i have an hour for them anot... huhz...1sec also don hav!!!!!!!!

i told Joyce n Corn about it... Joyce said there's a lot of these people in Taiwan... n they learned their chinese at taiwan... Corn said she n ben saw these guys before n they also talked to them b4!!! haha... so everyone met them b4...

hope i wont see them anymore... oh ya... they will wear white shirt with a tie n black pants n a nametag... so next time i see them i will run away!!!

i really felt that i am a extremely EXTREMELY useless daughter n friend!!! when there is a problem or trouble in front of me, all i know is just 2 escape and hide myself although i know i should face them bravely... yet i will still run away!

when there is people crying in front of me... my first instinct is to run away... don wanna see or listen to them... i really wanted to help or at least listen to them, but somehow my heart feels very pain...really very pain! i duno is this an illness or wad...

people around me n close to me are all facing 'relationships' problems! i am not very experienced with such things n i dunno how 2 console them... i really dunno.... u guys really make me felt that 'love' is nothing but juz pain! i am really disappointed with myself...my life... n everything!!!

Mayz... LY... YM...MS...i really miss u all a lot! at least when i'm with u all...i felt very comfortable!!!

a bit bad mood today...partly bcoz it's so hot here... and i'd got a long day in uni!
after MGF1010, Stella asked me to go her house for lunch! I agreed immediately coz i knew she will ON the air con at her house 24hrs... haha... free air-con!!! met her new Indo-Chinese housemate, Steffi... she's very friendly n funny! We chatted so much that i almost missed my train n bus for the next class... ran all the way to UNI!
JPL lect was quite boring but the tutorial was fun! We had to do a conversation with the person sitting next to us! Me n partner finished the exercise quite early n we sat there quietly n suddenly she started to chat with me in JPL... *luckily i still can handle easy easy de if not so paiseh*! then she asked me wad other subs i did n i told her...She suddenly very 'high' n said she's a korean n she can help me with my assignments! haha... she is so kind n good n nice lor... she even asked me to go visit her mum's shop at Glen Waverley!!!
so happy...got nice friends in Tute le... not lonely anymore!
bad mood -->good mood (weather is quite good now)!!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE 7仔!!! so cute....

juz watched CJ7 with Corn last night! She INSISTED that we should watch it but i was so tired n reluctant to watch in the beginning till 7仔came out! I love 7仔 so much... makes me wanna have a pet too! I wanted to buy a puppy but mum said i cant even take care myself!!! and the pets here are so so so expensive!

Suprisingly, Corn said this year bdae, she will buy me a puppy!!!! YEA YEA YEA!!! She said she will buy the puppy n other things like food etc. i will have to buy myself!!! so happy... jumped ard the house!!!!!!!!!! but i muz wait till we moved to her house only can buy coz Florence's husband don like pets...sad~~~ now have to save $$$ n have to think name for my puppy!!!! can call 7仔...haha... 7 is my lucky no. too - O-Lvl seat No. is 007, birth date is 7!!!

there's another problem too... whr should i put my puppy when i'm back msia for holiday? is there a passport for doggie to travel overseas? haihz...

very very very busy ar... Uni second week le! i had been travelling from Reservoir -> Caufield -> Clayton! from North to South...

GRrrr.... next week onwards, a lot of assignments to be handed in le! i'm so scared of essays ar...got 'essay-phobia'! i hate referencing and citing n all those footnotes!!!! give me a break...!!! y muz we write essay wor...r we writing essay when we r in working society...i don think so lohz!

met a few funny new friends and old friends! catch up with Stella on Mon...we chatted for 2 hours non-stop! if not because i got next class and the weather was a bit humid that day, we could have chatted for hours n hours!!! coz we din see each other for like almost 4 months!

all rite... tml still got early class! gotta sleep...