i always thought i like, can, enjoy staying alone... but i realized i cant! i'm scared staying alone... i felt lonely most of the time... i don even dare to step out my room when there's no one at home!!! i don even dare to open the window and curtain... how am i gonna survive when i'm moving to Corn's house? a big house with only 2 girls... Summore...corn is always not at home!!! haihz... i'm dying... i regret moving... haihz...

scared... scared...scared... i wanna go back my Redang's house... 24hrs also very lively de home!!!